If you Really knew me. - That is a good show.
Alyssa- im sorry i just dont know what to do, im scared.

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I wish for you to love me too.
I wish for you at every 11:11.
I wish for you to come to me.
I wish for you at ever 11:11.
I wish for us to be together.
I wish..

:(. Lonley, lost, scared and helpless. :'(

:(. Lonley, lost, scared and helpless. :'(

:(. Lonley, lost, scared and helpless. :'(

:/

So, whats next?
I'm in this endless hole, with no way out.
ITS NOT MY FAULT!!!!!!!!!
Jesus, i cannot take this shit anymore. Its killing me. I keep thinking about going bulemic (sp?) just seems like a good way to, get things out of me.
I have the name for my first baby girl. Theres a positive outlook, right?