Whoa

I learned alot about two people today. I never thought these things would happen to them.

My new favorite blog, Postsecret. Haha.

I believe i have two personalities.
Sometimes i realize, wow, i do this to myself?? then other times i'm like, this is the only thing to do, this is me.

I'm confused.

UP changed my life

I watched the first 15 minutes of up.
I will NOT be able to live after my wife dies.
Impossible.

Jesus.

Wooow.
I haven't been here in forever.

Watch this.

I laughed so hard when i saw this on Rob & Big the other night.
WATCH IT
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YsvDvEatBUs&NR=1&feature=fvwp

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i walked into my room
turned on the light,
moved to my dresser and opened the drawer,
i pushed away some clothes, untill i find i,
i se the silver delight,
i see the blue handle
i pick up the knife,
and feel the red teeth,
what have i done to deserve this?
i whisper to myself,
one last time,
i took the knife and held it firm,
move my hand back to me,
i see the red,
the trickle of blood,
now i changed,
i'm happy again.

Recently..

Things in my life have been really bad.
I've done some things to myself, But i'm getting over it. Finding new ways.
I have asked my mom for therapy, or help. But she said no. and i've cut since then, 3 times.
I need someone to help, find a better way

I'm back.

Sorry to anyone who actually read this.
I'm going to continue Updating from now on.
I will have a very detailed post tomorrow.

Thanks to anyone who actually reads..