The Butterfly Project.

Kaelyn and I are done.





I need AnnMarie. She is by far the most amazing, and best person in the world. I love her so much. We were talking thursday night (until 3am actually), and it was some pretty deep stuff. She told me about The Butterfly Project. You have to draw a butterfly where you cut, when you get the urge to cut. You name it after a person that wants you to stop / loves you. If you cut, your butterfly dies. You cant wash the butterfly away, you have to let it fade naturally. The goal is to kill as little amount of butterflys as possible, and to stop cutting. I will be drawing this butterfly as soon as the "A" I cut goes away. A, for AnnMarie. Because i missed her, i miss her alot. I just want to go to her and be with her. I love her more than anyone. She's the best person ever. I don't think she realizes how much she means to me, or how much I care, or how much I need her.

I do need her. <3

Playlist: "Always" by Plumb (In honor of AnnMarie, whom this song will always remind me of).

Out of nowhere
You came
From a little dust
And a little rain
And when I looked down at
Your face
It showed to me
The truth and grace

I will always try to keep you very safe

So open up your eyes
So they can look in mine
And see a small reflection
And when you close your eyes
I pray the thoughts inside
Are beautiful and true

I won't always
Be this strong
And I won't always
Be the one
To kiss the bruise
Or heal the scrapes
To wipe the tear drops
From your face

But I will always love you more each day

So open up your eyes
So they can look in mine
And see a small reflection
And when you close your eyes
I pray the thoughts inside
Are beautiful and true

I will always love you more each day
I will always try to keep you safe

So open up your eyes
So they can look in mine
And see a small reflection
And when you close your eyes
I pray the thoughts inside
Are beautiful and true

I will always
I will always ... love you